Monday, May 18, 2015

the motive for metaphor ...




the motive for metaphor ...


in the room
the lovers fold into one another
disappear and reappear from
under the worn white sheets
of the bed over there
across from where i sit
in the corner of the room
on a simple wooden chair
and i watch blankly
feeling slightly bemused
and somewhat out of place
not quite the poet laureate of love
more an embarrassed observer
with pen and paper
here to chronicle
the events of the evening
for you

they bend under the weight of sex
flexing taut muscles that fire
and then relax
and i jot down the cadence
of every whisper and groan
in the rise and fall
of this symphony of desire
carefully noting how
her hair flies in a perfect arc
over her softly lit shoulder
just before her lips pout and part
to caress and encircle his eagerness
and when his kiss
finds the heave of her hesitant hips
i grasp for the perfect mixture of words
feel it form and rush along the fingertips of thought
before it collapses completely
and is gone

i have known these lovers
for time passing over time
their elongated and supple bodies
so easily dancing and writhing here in the shadows
have turned into one another
since the days of the Roman gods
theirs is an enduring ritual
that races down a familiar path
from gentle caress
to the rehearsed chaos
that measures the crushing blows
of flesh and bone
in the murderous longing for ecstasy
until at last she is lost in him
and he is lost in her
and both cross the sacred divide
each helplessly obliterated
for the sweep of mere seconds
in the fusion that other poets
far better than me
have described as
the motive for metaphor


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Friday, May 15, 2015

doing my best ...



doing my best ...



i am doing my best
painting the back room
with the tin-can colours
you left behind
and some mornings
i almost find you
in the mix
of oily blues
that you said
you loved so much
when you looked
into my eyes
and lost yourself
in the hint
of light
peeking through
my constant sadness
and shining
back at you

i am doing my best
watching babies
growing into
children chasing
all kinds
of bubbles
of experience
across the back lawn
until the skies
darken
and storm clouds
rush toward them
at an impossible speed
quickly turning their
dancing ways
into something
even more frightening
than the end of days

i am doing my best
to hold off
the sickness
and the infirmity
of age
doing what i have to do
to keep these secret flowers
blooming in a heart
so fragile
that i can only guess
when each bloom
will turn from its
moment of beauty
and wilt to seed
in autumn's
collapsing sun
until each suffocates and fails
under winter's frost
that covers each
and every one

i am doing my best
to be the man
i promised
i would be
holding fast
to the railing
on the stair
that led to
the bedroom where
we lay in wounded
puddles of love
and where every desire
seemed so
easily satisfied
until the hope vanished
into blank stares
and every shared dream
disappeared
along the trails of
desperate dust
caught in the half-light
of some make-believe moon
filling every corner
with killing lies
that no amount of healing faith
could ever again
truly redeem


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Thursday, May 7, 2015

beyond your dreams ...



beyond your dreams ...


i've been watching your dreams
spill in cinematic waves
across the pale white sheets
here in the bed
where just moments before
you whispered something
indistinct and fell
into the soft purr of sleep
and left me to be
the solitary witness
of some fairy-tale you
the you of
your life
as it might have been
without all the
crippling insecurities
and all the painfully
fractured memories
you have packed
in your suitcase
of life's
broken promises

and i have seen
the story of your sadness
become transformed
with a sudden splash
of seemingly
limitless beauty
into an unfolding vision
of a young and somewhat
giddy girl
dancing recklessly
across the ambiguous
thresholds of time
through all of your past
and right up to
this sudden sleepy moment
a midnight metamorphosis
eclipsing what was
with an unfaltering revision of you
renewed with some strange assurance
that you might
exchange all the days
when you were broken
for the happiest
parts of a lifetime
that fit
so perfectly
together

and i shudder as
this vision of you
turns to me with
such pure and
luminous eyes
blinking
once or twice
in a perfectly clear
and hopeful longing
that this fantasy of you
this more perfect portrait of you
is the you i see
through night or day
through sleeping or waking
without ever guessing
that i would so easily
and so disdainfully
dismiss all your dreaming away
since what i truly see
in the you i love
is so much more
and then
so much more
again and again


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